Bruno.

 "You said you loved me you're a liar Cause you never, ever, ever did baby..."

My letter to you.

They say opposites attract ...
I can't believe its that time of the year again. Our anniversary. Time is sure flying.

I remember.... 
the day we met.
where we shared our first kiss.
our first picture together.
when MY world turned their backs on me or when times were unbearable you were there to pick me up off the ground,dust me off  & make me brand new again.
the day you told me you lost your dad I'll never forget it. The hurt, the pain, the tears.
us walking across the bridge, God I will never do that again :)
taking strolls downtown.
cooking up a 5-course meal just for the two of us.
Lollipops & Roses.
our conversations.

Memories I will never forget, memories we will forever share & all the little things in between.

 I hate that I'm so hormonal & have these outrageous mood swings because  I take it out on you, its not fair & I know it. I seriously need to grow a pair. But you NEVER judged me just called me crazy sometimes & absolutely never told me you didn't want to be with me. I took a lot of shit for granted.  Took advantage of situations. Even made a complete fool of myself at times but no one knows you or me. They don't know our struggles or secrets. They only know what they see.WE ARE DECEIVING.

You always fought for our love when I gave up. Would kill if someone got in the way & would really give me the world if you could.

L.O.V.E.
I love that you're simple. I love that you're down for anything and everything. I love that we can stare at paintings  & talk about its meanings. I love that we can listen to all types of music & I mean every single genre known. In the end we are two completely different people with different goals in life with different views of the world & have this connection that's indescribable. Something I will probably never feel with another person even if it didn't work out. I'm glad we never were cliché like having a dinner & a movie or late night phone calls. You know me inside & out. We're connected & only you know how. No one said this would be easy but I wouldn't have wanted it any other way.

It's four years & I think its time to take the next big step.

 Love always, 

 Your lil' lady.

12:02:06

"You can't really compare now & then."

I'm in a electric phase right now. I'm into all types of bands from heavy metal to pop. Since I'm such a bookworm I've also been reading so many articles of bands making a comeback. I think its great being that present artists are sampling from old bands anyways. Here's an oldie - but still a goodie, well to me any who. 


Devo - Whip It

Just call me "Honey"

It's a real shitty day today. Pouring with no end in sight. Monsoons.
Watched old movies & listen to classic music at work.
We watched The Jolson Story. Al Jolson is so inspirational. He never stopped working hard until he felt he met his goal & even then kept going. He would never rest, as much as everyone around him even business partners wanted him to he was just so optimistic about where music was going he didn't feel like he needed to. He was theatrical & a comedian. He was filled with so many talents I was amazed. Just an inspirational story.

Al Jolson - Mammy

 

This is such a good song. It's also a clip from the movie we watched.

I thank my dear friend for sharing the same taste as me.

"The future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dream"

WISHLIST

I was on all kinds of sites yesterday shopping for Cyber Monday & started to create Wishlist's & sent them ALL to my boyfriend ;) I am a PSYCHO MANIAC when it comes to shoes I could care-less about clothes. I just want SHOES, Shoes, shoes. All of these shoes are from Jeffrey Campbell & I will get them! :) My bf thinks Wedges look like space shoes. I'll be a skinny bitch with outrageous shoes walking on the moon. The End.

Shop til' you drop

I've been doing so much shopping I'm drying out my own bank account. Not good, being that my anniversary is this week & I'm afraid we won't be doing what we been talking about for the longest :( Plans never work.

What do I get someone who says their simple? (Specifically a guy) I never knew what kind of gifts to give to a man including the men in my life (e.g. dad, abuelo, uncles etc.) besides socks, ties that type of pity gift. It's hard for me especially if they tell me their "simple". HELP!

Gobble Gobble :)

HAPPY THANKSGIVING

It's the time to say our thanks for our food even though we should be saying that every night. I been waiting for this FEAST for quite some time now :) It's going to be amazing with so much delicious food. I won't be eating all day so I can eat everything at dinner then relax then run around all over the city shopping like a mad women. 

I read in the paper just how much calories one person will most likely intake on this joyous day! About 3,493!! I was shocked to see the food I eat had so much calories, even just a piece or slice of something. It was insane. But no worries it also said that "a one-day eating frenzy won't cause someone to pack on the pounds." AMEN.

ok guys enjoy your Thanksgiving Let me know what you're grateful for, time to go help mom cook.