CAUGHT in the moment

I feel like I'm waiting for something that isn't going to happen. I laugh and smile but deep down I'm hurt and crying. When I feel defeated is only because I was in doubt. 

Good things happen to those who wait.
Good things happen to those who wait.
Good things happen to those who wait.
Good things happen to those who wait.
Good things happen to those who wait. 

I told him I loved him. He told me to fuck off.  


I don't know how I got blamed. All I did was try to justify myself. I took matters into my own hands. Do you know what I did? I told the truth. I guess the truth does hurt. I don't like sneaky people. To be honest I wasn't thinking when I did it. My mind was filled with shit. Plotting. But Revenge is a Confession of Pain. I just want to keep running and never look back. That's the only thing that will keep me from putting my plan into action. :]

Steamboats & Mouses

Sometimes I want to go back to when I had nothing to worry about. When everyday was a new day with different adventures. When I woke up at 7 in the morning just to watch my cartoons they don't show anymore. Those were the days...

Master of Disguise



I'm in love with shoes (who isn't?) & I should be since I stand small at 5'0" :( so I see the world in a different point of view! My View. I order most if not all of my shoes online for the simple fact of my feet being small and it's kind of, sort of, tough cookies to find something cute in my size. Well these are the latest shoes I 've bought.
The dress is cute. The shoes are sexy. & my camera, well it sucks. :) It works so much better outdoors.
Bare with me.
POW! weekends here enjoy it everyone!

I had a lovely time yesterday eating so much food & drinking delicious Jamba Juice. Yum.We watched a gospel choir in the park. Admired the sunset & watched everyone go into the fountain.

He drives me insane to keep me sane. Who is my shadow when I walk away. Stays when is left & holds my hand to the very end. ily.

-I thought she was saying hi because of her gesture but she was only saying sorry when  I read her lips.
Real Moments.

Funky Shoes.

The End.


Lets hold hands & take a leap of faith

"From trysts to motel rooms to rendezvous at hot spots. I don't think I was the only one losing my virginity."

Attachment sucks to a certain extent.

I think I do it to myself.

All the time.

I was left alone to be on my own.
& everything I do I do for myself.
The only thing he's taught me these years is to be independent because I could never rely on him. He was never there. No matter what.

I don't think there's a point in a bf if he's only going to let you do everything yourself & never help.

I'm doing it to myself.

Don't pick a fight with me. Just tell me you love me & call it a night.