WON hundred

Today was my baby cousins birthday! Babygirl turned 5 years old. Shes getting so BIG. Went to our grandparents house and celebrated there. Good food + Good music , couldn't have asked for anything better.

Have a wonderful weekend.

I hope when it rains, it pours

 

Needless to say it poured when I was out and about strolling the city that never sleeps. Didn't mind at all I actually wanted it to rain. Took plenty of pictures but only posted what  I thought were really worthy, nothing spectacular. Just a view through my eyes.

"idc what no body says We're gonna have a baby"

 

These past days have been crazy as fuck. So I spent the day indulging in comfort at my faveeee eatery. My friends thought I was weird because I get cheese on my corn on the cob. They just haven't had it in Mexican style. YUMMY. I was all over the place *literally* just snapping away. Sitting in parks having intimate conversations. Fucking up the times we live in. That's Life.

The End.

Poetic Justice

I miss how  I use to blog. This isn't a fashion blog, no not at all I don't know what the fuck I"m doing anymore. i think I'm getting confused. I'm following all the wrong people. I miss those who don't write anymore. I miss their  triumphs, struggles and pain. 

I love photography (after all a picture speaks a 1000 words) and most of all I love art. But I seem to talk about Love a lot. I'm in love with the idea of being in love. So lets get personal again shall we?

I'm not surprised that I've been disappointed again. Let down, you know the norm? But how much is too much? and when is enough really enough? The calm before the storm. Reading is therapeutic to me so I've been doing a lot of it, trying to follow what they say on relationships. I know a lot of it is Me but I don't think he understands me like I understand him. Sometimes  I wish we can start over and sometimes I wished we never met.

"So if you want to leave me, leave, but do it just the way a tear drops into the sea." -Signe

BERRY HAUTE

There's nothing more attractive then a man who's got his own. To be on his own two feet with strong hands and eyes only for you. Toss me when I annoy you. Grab my hand so I won't get away. Pull me close to stay.


Found this by accident on a site and fell in love with this song. :)

"MY MAMA USED TO TELL ME GIRL IT AIN’T THAT COOL
TO SEE A MAN YOU LOVE AND START TO ACT THE FOOL
TELL ME WHAT’S A GIRL IN LOVE SUPPOSED TO DO
TONIGHT, I’M BREAKING MAMA’S RULE"

mauve-volous

These women I adore in their chameleon sense of style like muah :)

Raquel Zimmermann

 Her beauty is endless and can we talk about the shoes? MEGA shoes if you asked me. Can't get enough of her style.

MARY-KATE OLSEN

My favorite twin no matter what! Worth a fortune and uses and re-uses everything. LOVE, Love, love the Balenciaga Buckle boots.

JERSEY SHORE

Went to the Shore yesterday with the ladies. It was really fun. They got henna tattoos and I irresponsibly left my camera home so I was stuck taking photos with my camera phone.

The Infamous "Shore Store" where the cast from Jersey Shore works when they film. The manager was actually in there when  I went to look around.

 Our MASTER PIECE as beach Bums!

Just as Jenna was showing us the house the cast stays in we see a mob of people following camera crews. I had no idea they were filming again. We only got to see Vinny with this "mystery" woman :) he got more tatted and has a small mohawk. He actually looked pretty cute. We couldn't  get too close not because of security but because of the groupies who followed. When we finally left we passed their house and it is highly secured. NO ONE is ringing that door bell lol let me tell you, and the camera crews studio is in their backyard! Everything's staged. There's nothing real about "reality tv". Just saying.... :)

mini terror-wrist

"A lil bit of chivalry always make a woman happy. You shouldn't exaggerate, but I do like it when a man holds the doors open for me. I think, Okay, this guy has manners and knows how to comport himself." This makes me OLD fashioned.

Pay attention LOVE-acceptance, friendliness, trust, kindness, affinity, devotion, adoration, infatuation, agape
this is for you:
FOR ME, SOMEONE WHO IS NOT CLASSICALLY HANDSOME BUT HAS A LOT OF CHARM IS MORE ATTRACTIVE THAN A REALLY GOOD-LOOKING GUY WITH NO PERSONALITY.
 
Self Portrait of 'Mister' 2:14:07

I listen to what you tell me. But when you tell me I won't ever find someone else like you, well you're right. I wouldn't want another you. 


my birthday 6:20:07

A long, long time ago we use to be ok, now we're drifting a part wanting different things in Life. And who can really blame you? Nothing lasts forever besides Love. Real, true, genuine, sweet sweet Love. Trouble in Paradise? No. It wouldn't be paradise if there were problems. More like a transition. So where do we go from here? Only time can tell :)

Shatter, Rattle and ROLL

I'm possessive/territorial to whats MINE >:]. A MEGA BITCH at times every month. Who isn't? :)  Lets BE REAL for a second. I've lost plenty of 'friends' because of my honesty and standards. They're sluts, I'm not. But I'm more than just a pretty face. BUT I'm the nicer Twin AND I'm much more than what you're use to; innocently enough. Agree to Disagree. Careless, CareFREE, Stubborn. Maybe, but somehow I'm still considerate. 

INSANELY unpredictable moods; He who bears with me is worth my time. 

Read DAILY. Polished nails WEEKLY. 

Girls who "think they're hipsters":
Worth: SHIT
On: Shitlist
Don’t like: Guys with egos and are perfectly incapable of realizing it.

SHITTALKERYOU

You know those Brazilian-waxed, Louboutin-wearing, Cashmere Mafia bitches who only date hedge-fund managers? I'm so not one of them. I've never been attracted to a man with mega-job status, assuming he'd have a mega-ego to match so take that. Take That. TAKE THAT!

 "You will fail, but failure will make success a little richer. You will be rejected, but rejection will refine your inner strength....The consequences of all that you fear are not nearly as bad as the regret of what is missed while standing on the sidelines."

I'm rambling again.

Rosie

 So Jury Duty is finally OVER! And I must admit I actually enjoyed it. 

It was a malpractice case. I had some sense to how courts worked but it wasn't exactly how I thought things were done. To say the least he (the surgeon) was found NOT GUILTY for malpractice. I strongly believed she had unrealistic results and was even told in advance in a signed contract to NOT have unrealistic results. She was also asking for $400,000 in pain and suffering AND another $400,000 to having to live with how she looked for the rest of her life. -_-

SWEET! ENGRAVE IT, SAVE IT. BEFORE I SOUND LIKE A BROKEN RECORD. xoxo

Beautiful and more

It seems to me that having an intellectual and meaningful conversation seizes to exist anymore. All everyone (around me) wants to talk about is my relationship as if it really interests them. What I want to know is what is your motive? Anyways one stupid and uncalled for convo I had recently mad me realize how small minded people truly are to the world and their surroundings. He said "how would you know 'Life' if you never even went to L.A. before?" Really? What does visiting LA have to do with living Life? And how do you ask that particularly question to someone who's visited other countries and seen FIRST hand how others live their lives? He himself has yet to leave this country and experience 'LIFE'. Whether its rich or poor, their culture of living is different. The smell in the air is different. I watched a documentary recently where boys who grew up in a group home traveled around the world to experience LIFE. To see how others lived and to help those in need. It made me open my eyes. It made me want to save up my money in case this relationship did ever fail, I'd want to leave here and help others. So I wouldn't waste anymore time and energy on stupidity when others have it worse. I think a lot of people's priorities are fucked up and  I don't want to end up like them.

When Duties call

Been on Jury Duty. So I've been having very long days. I can't speak on it but  I will say, it's cool just tiring :)

Spent the rest of my day with l'boyfran and his mom till he left me for his show. I been bonding with his mommy. For a long time I didn't think she liked me for many reasons but now its all love. It's always important to get along with your lover's parents especially their mom being that you're marrying her as well (just saying)
We have a lot in common. My bf thinks I'm a lot like her idk if that's a good thing or not -_- But I always tell him that  I don't want to be your mom  I want to be your wife :)

All Over Maroon

Good God I left you Astonished.

j/k.

Went to see my boyfriend & his friend perform the other night. People are so wack, they're all sitting down just being lame -_- anywho I had a wonderful time listening to peoples music and poetry. I'm surprised they didnt win This is who won:

I'm not gonna lie they're performance was really good. It took this song to finally get the place Hype (my bf didn't perform yet) There were like 15 performers in total and they were the 5th to last performers to go on.  People Finally got their lazy asses up!

This is what my bf and his friend performed: SWAG

 Love this song :)

Cake BOSS

I bought my mommy's birthday cake. I owe that woman The WORLD! No words can describe how much she's sacrificed for us, done for us, would give her arm and leg for us. She's just SUPER mom. I'm so family oriented that my family no matter what comes first. I like to spend as much time with them now because if you think about it you actually spend the majority of your life on your own.

My sister bought her the edible arrangement which looked fuckin awesome. 

Mom & Casio