I lost my identity today. & I must say I've been having a rough week. Today I realized my social security card went missing. I was in denial the entire time I was looking for it because I DON'T LOSE ANYTHING, especially important things like my life! I'm just not an irresponsible person at all so it's safe to say I was going to have some sort of breakdown because it just so happens I need it more than ever right now & it's not helping that I have to go & replace it which will delay everything! I swear nothing good ever happens to me I've been running on bad luck for a while now. Fuck it.
I got ice in my veins blood in my eyes, hate in my heart, love in my mind I seen nights full of pain, days of the same. You keep the sunshine, save me the rain. I search but never find, hurt but never cry, I work & forever try, but I'm cursed so never mind.