Lets hold hands & take a leap of faith

"From trysts to motel rooms to rendezvous at hot spots. I don't think I was the only one losing my virginity."

Attachment sucks to a certain extent.

I think I do it to myself.

All the time.

I was left alone to be on my own.
& everything I do I do for myself.
The only thing he's taught me these years is to be independent because I could never rely on him. He was never there. No matter what.

I don't think there's a point in a bf if he's only going to let you do everything yourself & never help.

I'm doing it to myself.

Don't pick a fight with me. Just tell me you love me & call it a night.