7.27.2010

CAUGHT in the moment


I feel like I'm waiting for something that isn't going to happen. I laugh and smile but deep down I'm hurt and crying. When I feel defeated is only because I was in doubt. 

Good things happen to those who wait.
Good things happen to those who wait.
Good things happen to those who wait.
Good things happen to those who wait.
Good things happen to those who wait. 

I told him I loved him. He told me to fuck off.  






Fine.

I don't know how I got blamed. All I did was try to justify myself. I took matters into my own hands. Do you know what I did? I told the truth. I guess the truth does hurt. I don't like sneaky people. To be honest I wasn't thinking when I did it. My mind was filled with shit. Plotting. But Revenge is a Confession of Pain. I just want to keep running and never look back. That's the only thing that will keep me from putting my plan into action. :]










3 comments:

  1. That sucks! Hope you make it through this as quickly and painlessly as one could hope.

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  2. Awwww im sorry to hear what ur going threw but honestly honey i went threw the same thing with my boyfreind ..and i have ben reading your blog alot..and i see similar things of what u right with your loved one i seen with minee..all i can say is if guys ben together for a really long time just make it werk ive ben threw tons of situations with my man..with this and that includeing girls..but u need to lear how to secure whats yours..and let him no whos boss...dont let no bitch step into whats yours...and ull have ur man in check..but also at the same time..keeping him on his toes by treating him good so he doesnt look else were....i hope u guys get it together if not then maybe 1 day you will find you true love


    alexis vanity

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  3. aww love . you will make it threw. just be strong hold your head high and everything will fall into place. if it was meant to be it will work out.

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