Everythings Purple

I'm gonna need those Jeremy Scott's Adidas ASAP Rocky has on his feet & I need them in a size 2 -_-

Run deep Run wild

Sooner then later we will make 5 years. Oh how these coming months will be hard. Nothing comes easy. So many people doubted us. So many hated us but they're just going to have to get use to us. And now I see other couples who were kind of, sort of around us, doing what we're doing. And its all quite simple you see, its just showing attention, giving affection. They use to never do it NOT EVER and now they are hmm.
Even though its going to be five years I still feel like we haven't been together  long enough. People don't know shit when they start dating someone new. Its all fresh. You're not in love in a matter of 2 weeks. There's so much to learn from love, gain from it and do with it. A lot of people are together for all the wrong reasons. I'm glad that no matter the circumstance, no matter the shit I had to go through or the devastation's I've faced I was able to pull through. Even if I felt alone I was never really alone. I just look at this as a learning experience and no matter how long I been with him I'm still learning new things about him everyday. Whether I agree or not our love hasn't died. There have been times where I questioned us and if he's really for me. I think it will always be in the back of my mind but I still miss him so much if I don't see him for like 2 days. Being in his arms is so comforting and its where I belong.

Play me a tune

My mom tried to trick me into eating a bloody sausage. For some reason I thought it was like a weird brownie. I don't know wtf is wrong with me lol BUT thankfully I DENIED DENIED DENIED! but other than that I been playing the piano lately like a madman. Pretty damn proud of it too! >:] Made up a song. Too bad I have a hard time uploading videos I would've uploaded it. Beethoven is my go to for Tragedy you should take a listen.

ooh la love

I'm so little yet I eat like a man. I don't know who the hell I think I am. Its been raining all friggin day & I'm NOT complaining. I feel like having coffee and I don't drink coffee!! Guys have been annoying me lately >.> Like, if I don't reply to you just leave me alone why are you still trying? Can't you see I don't want to be bothered? Whats the rush? I'm not your obligation. Not like you're saying anything interesting. Its all the same shit. "Hi, how you been?" EVERY SINGLE DAMN TIME. Ok. Ok. nuff about them. Guess I'll be blogging for the rest of the night or until I want to get back to reading. So enjoy the show.

Royal mermaid

Mother bought me a book, she knows me so well because I haven't been able to put it down. A spiritual book. I'm beginning to have a "Spiritual Awakening" I can't explain it. Its amazing. I look at life a whole new way now. Sometimes we just don't have the right words to say how we feel, understand why things are and why you and I are even down here but I will say that Life is beautiful but it can be so fucked up too. Its a learning experience, even if bad shit happens it wouldn't have happened any other way. That's just the way it is. Something happened to me the other night. A sign. Its a shame my boyfriend didn't see it. But something tells me it was just for me to see.

It's all a blurr

I couldn't feel my face. Sad to say I lost my appetite. Had to walk away to fuckin breathe. I was losing my vision and hearing I was buggin the fuck out. Then I puked it all out. -Story of my life :)

All at my fave eatery in New York City.

I will NEVER say where it is because I don't even wanna bump into fools when I want to just get away. Not like its a low key place either because celebs are always popping in and out like babies. Just like Cassie. Can I just say that she is BAD in person. Skinny as she looks but not as tall as everyone made her out to be. IDGAF what anyone says, she's the only one who can pull off this look and lemme just add that she shaved both sides of her head now. Mohawk type ishh.

I LOVE NY

 

People I will never meet. A view I will forever see.