3.31.2010

I lost my identity today. & I must say I've been having a rough week. Today I realized my social security card went missing. I was in denial the entire time I was looking for it because I DON'T LOSE ANYTHING, especially important things like my life! I'm just not an irresponsible person at all so it's safe to say I was going to have some sort of breakdown because it just so happens I need it more than ever right now & it's not helping that I have to go & replace it which will delay everything! I swear nothing good ever happens to me I've been running on bad luck for a while now. Fuck it.

I got ice in my veins blood in my eyes, hate in my heart, love in my mind I seen nights full of pain, days of the same. You keep the sunshine, save me the rain. I search but never find, hurt but never cry, I work & forever try, but I'm cursed so never mind.

5 comments:

  1. Oh no, I am sorry to hear that! I hope the weekend is better for you! xoxo

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  2. Thanks so much, oh thats not good.
    Succes with that

    kisses

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  3. See I felt the same way for the last few months, that nothing good ever happens to me, but recently I've had some really good things happen to me. I hope the same happens for you.

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  4. That's not good at all!
    Have you checked under your bed? That's where my things always turn up... :D

    xx

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  5. Id cards are frustrating! I rarely go out with mine. There should be a device that just shows our ID on our heads when the police shine a special light or something. I'm sure you will find it =)

    -Berlin-

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