For so long I've blamed myself for everything that went wrong for letting it even go on for this long...
I'm in this stage of my life where I feel blank. I don't feel anything. & I'm not sure it's much of a good thing. Who knows how long it'll last.
So there's this guy who stole my heart & ran away with it. He took it & did exactly what I would do to his right about now. He destroyed it. I picked up a small piece & caged it in 20 ton steel with thick hammered nails so that it will never happen again. Just waiting to recover.
Pain is Pleasure. Pleasure is Pain.
How can you hurt the person you say you love the most?